Be mine !

2nd OCT 2023

-Probably friends, possibly lovers but definitely not nothing-

To, 👉👈

You came into my life again when I was at my lowest. These past few months with you will always be my favourite memories of us. I wish we had more time to spend together. You made me happy. I know you're not ready yet and I'm willing to wait for you. I don't want to give up on you. I need you in my life. I wanted to tell this thing when we meet but we couldn't meet today. I guess this is not the right time to tell this. But I want you to know what I feel for you. First of all, I'm sorry for ignoring you in convocation dinner. I was scared to talk to you cause it would complicate things in my life. I was scared if I talk to you, I would have the feelings back on you. I tried to avoid you as much as I can that night. I didn't realise that you would feel bad because of my behaviour that night. Trust me, I really feel bad for doing like that. I wanted to protect my feelings and that's the only reason why I behaved like that. After spending time with you these past few months, I fell in love with you again and I feel restless. You're the only person that can make me so fucking nervous and I don't know why. I really can't see you with anyone else now and even when we're in Melaka. Seeing you with someone else is the hardest thing for me. This time I fell really hard and I'm so attached to you. I really wish you will try to be better for me and give us a chance. All I want is to be with you; to make you happy. I want to be more than a friend to you. I have this deep feeling that telling me you're the one. I wish you could feel that too. Do not think for one moment that you will disappoint me. I wish you give us another chance. You said I deserve to be happy, please be the reason for my happiness cause I never been this happy for a long time. No matter what I will always truly, honestly & completely love you. I love you. And I will wait till you're ready. 💕